At times, I feel like picking up the habit of smoking to ease my nerves, frustrations, and fear since alcoholism is a common ground in extended family…. I still do think about picking up the habit. But I know I’m better than that; Ive accomplished too much (under 30 ) to go backwards. Looking at this image, took me back to the photoshoot where I had to smoke and to think this was the habit I wanted to add to my life. It looks cool and seductive but I wasn’t feelin how I was feelin internally afterwards. I’ve realized from my fear and frustration .. the only easy day was yesterday so take in/reflect, remove all fear/negativity and take your time — the time will come when it’s right… #TheMikaraLife

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